2009 - 2012 Inti Penang

3.5 years has passed since the time when i had enrolled in this college.. without much research and consideration..
With the mindset of not expecting much from college life because Always thought that my life journey starts only after these short four years..

YES i used the word short.. Now i would make a correction.. i was hoping that college life ends quickly so that the real challenge of life starts sooner. However it turned out that i had my best 3 years throughout my entire life!

I've accomplished much.. my fitness is in it's greatest condition and still improving with the help of ultimate and gym.. I've traveled all around the places from east to west.. I've a taste of being loved and cared by lover. I've finally tasted the heart broken feelings when you lose someone you loved
I've realised that life is every second and every minute..

Greatest part of college life is i had a lot of great friends which i could always count on!

By realising that 3yrs can passed so easily, it came into my mind that one year in Perth is very short time and it's the first & last  university life i could enjoy.. the only thing I'm afraid is i can't make the best out of it.. i want to learn and benefit from this one year journey.. I must take all the opportunities to go out and look at the world..

If law of attraction exists, please let my university life full with colors and no regrets!

Fear of dreams

Dreaming during sleeping are the only time which I cannot control myself from thinking about you.
Now I know why people need a dreamcatcher.. I hate myself for thinking about you everyday.
I hate myself for not able to get you out of my mind.
Thought that it'll be easy with the busy life and all the friends and family I'm having.
But the time and things that we've been through are maybe much more than I thought.

I hate that dream when you said you'll never let go my hand.
I hate that dream when you said you'll follow me to australia.
I hate that dream when you said you'll wait me in sabah
I hate that dream when you play with me like there's no one else in this world.
I hate that dream when we looked into each other's eyes and smile.
I hate that dream when you stay by my side until I fell asleep.

Almost every object I see I could always see your shadows.
Everytime the clock ticks at 13 or 14, I'll always think of you.
The time which once belong to us.

We had so many things we haven't done together.
So many promises that I haven't fulfilled.
So many things for us to explore together.
But now they all became dusts and vanish forever.

FUCK this shit. My best remedy might be in Perth.
Love someone with your heart is not hard,
Love the right person with your heart is the hardest one.
Choose the right investment will ya? Haha!!

Half dozen

Half dozen in a hot baking oven now.. 

When only will the bell rings and it can be served?! =O