Fear of dreams

Dreaming during sleeping are the only time which I cannot control myself from thinking about you.
Now I know why people need a dreamcatcher.. I hate myself for thinking about you everyday.
I hate myself for not able to get you out of my mind.
Thought that it'll be easy with the busy life and all the friends and family I'm having.
But the time and things that we've been through are maybe much more than I thought.

I hate that dream when you said you'll never let go my hand.
I hate that dream when you said you'll follow me to australia.
I hate that dream when you said you'll wait me in sabah
I hate that dream when you play with me like there's no one else in this world.
I hate that dream when we looked into each other's eyes and smile.
I hate that dream when you stay by my side until I fell asleep.

Almost every object I see I could always see your shadows.
Everytime the clock ticks at 13 or 14, I'll always think of you.
The time which once belong to us.

We had so many things we haven't done together.
So many promises that I haven't fulfilled.
So many things for us to explore together.
But now they all became dusts and vanish forever.

FUCK this shit. My best remedy might be in Perth.
Love someone with your heart is not hard,
Love the right person with your heart is the hardest one.
Choose the right investment will ya? Haha!!